This has been circulating around the blog-o-sphere for a few weeks now.
of the other bloggers so much, that I decided it was time
for me to "get real" on my blog as well.
For so long now (almost 4 years) I have kept at arms length with getting personal on my blog. I don't know why... insecurities, vulnerability, afraid I might scare all my readers away... it could be any one of those. But very recently I have been challenged by friends and other bloggers to begin to show more of myself and who I really am. So, with that said, here is my "Things I'm afraid to tell you" post.
What am I most afraid to tell you?
Micah and I are trying to adopt.
You might ask: why are you afraid to tell us that? That seems like a great thing!
Yes, it is a great, exciting, and joyous thing to be embarking on! But the thing that I'm afraid to tell you is that the process has been long, hard, and emotional. Many days it's hard for me to be motivated to do anything... cook, blog, work, get out of bed...and every day that goes by where we don't get the "phone call" telling us we have a baby, is a day that feels like my heart is breaking.
With that said, I know one thing, which gives me hope (most days)...
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all ways acknowledge him and he will direct your path."
That gives me hope in the hard times.
What are the things that your afraid to tell?
(the basic idea behind the "things I'm afraid to tell you" posts are to show a more realistic
look into our lives- instead of the perfected versions that are often
portrayed on the internet. The lives where our laundry isn’t always
folded and color coordinated, dinners aren’t always spectacular and
styled, and where we’re met with real situations that aren’t all
rainbows and glitter - via: Courtney Khail)